Post by embryandsethislove on Jul 9, 2010 1:44:49 GMT -8
2010 - december - monday
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Dear Mother,
There's never an easy way to tell you this, I know how much pain you were in, thinking I was dead, especially after dad and uncle. I know it's been terrible on you, it has been on me too. Things are different, not like before. I'm not the same, but I can't tell you about because it's against the tribal code or whatever. I really wish I could have changed things, I wish I could change everything for you. But I can't, I wish I couldn't keep thing from you, but it's for your own good. You not knowing makes everything easier, not easier keeping this secret, easier as in peace of mind. I know your safe, and no one and nothing can hurt you. But I also relize that I'm hurting you more, maybe I can visit sometime and explain things better. Hope you understand, and don't blame Billy, I asked him to.
Love,
Tristan.